I am writing this because I am probably going to die. It seems like I am way over my head here, but I feel I should keep going. Lives are at risk and my life isn't worth anymore than anyone else's.
If I die, I hope someone friendly reads this and is able to send my belongings and any money I have left to my mother. If you are honest then take twenty five percent. If I have enough of a body left to bury then do so and try to make it a place my mother can get to.